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[18 Sep 2005|11:52pm] |
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Diecided to updated my lame ass waste of space. Eh, hello. I doubt people even read this since I have like 3 friends but if you do consider yourself lucky.
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[14 Aug 2005|01:13am] |
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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
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| This summer. |
[30 Jun 2005|04:03am] |
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I have very little to say, I couldn't sleep mostly because of my dislocated elbow, and my head has been whirling around. I miss you, and I miss the simply things that made me smile. I miss how I remember be excited and how I always had something to do no matter what the situation was. My condolences, I love you.
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[27 Jun 2005|12:01pm] |
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I spent all of last night trying to win tickets to a concert I wouldn't even be able to attend, I missed talking to Megan by a minute, and my Mom said she wouldn't mind sending me on a plane to Florida to see System Of A Down then sending me back up here, wow she must really understand my lust for good music.
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[16 Jun 2005|05:53pm] |
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Fucking terrible day, it was gonig by good, I even think I did good on the finals, I was just waiting for the fucking day to be over, when it finally ended I was preparing for the weekend of my dreams. Then Billy Instant Messages me saying that his mother says I can not sleep over. So this weekend, week, and next week will all be pointless. Wow I am so happy right now.
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[11 Jun 2005|12:08am] |
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This week was a motherfucking drag, nothing happened, my friend found a dildo in his mothers closet, that's about it, and I know why he is adopted now, but ehh the heath has forced me to lack of caring for it the subject.
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[07 Jun 2005|08:06pm] |
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I have no idea what is going on around me, I seem to be completely out of it for the last two weeks or so. I have not handed in any complete homework assignments, and get no work accomplished in class. I have nothing to really write, which is kind of startling considering all the events that usually take place at this time of one's life, but my life is new and each moment has never been felt before. I just hope, everything is what I want it to be. As leechy as that sounds.
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[03 Jun 2005|05:09pm] |
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System Of A Down- Mind |
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Today I found out that my birthday is right in System Of A Down's first album, right in one of their quotes, Right after "Mind", Track 9, it has a quote stating that marijuana is less harmful then alcohol or tobacco and it says February 18th, I feel so special, and I'd like to thank my mother for popping me out of her twat that day, you made my day today.
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[01 Jun 2005|11:26pm] |
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Ahh, fresh ideas on paper, everyone (mostly) in my class went on a trip to this nations capital, and I can't stand anyone besides 3 people in my grade so, I stupidly decided to come to school, and ended up doing some bullshit work, no one would grade. I got in trouble for threatening to kill a kid, my sister gave birth tonight, to a girl and I am not sure what I want to do with rest of my life, God, I love writing shit down here, good way to let it all out, even though it's like some kind of diary. Hope I have more interesting news next time.
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[29 May 2005|05:42pm] |
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Yesterday...I remember it as if it were yesterday. She was amazing+1. I had a very good time, and yeah. All I got to say is Wowzers, and thank you to all who made this possible, including Cassie and Billy and obviously Megan, thank you.
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| The realization |
[27 May 2005|11:23pm] |
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As I was listening to a Serart mix (Arto and Serj) I noticed how spiritually deep both were and how I lacked all sense of life. I have been holed up with my self doing nothing, and being nothing. Serart is an Armenian folk group if you want to put it that way, which was created by Serj Tankian and Arto Tuncboyaciyan who are both musical genus (even my Mother likes there music). Anyway such inspiration comes with the usual depressing deepening feeling of lust and want. I had to pop the old System Of A Down in and listen to a couple of hours of amazing music to get my mind off of all the shit that has built up. I could barely get up this morning and I was lucky I did, I now have more homework then I have sperm and a fucked up weekend only outlined with more and more shit overlapping events going over one another. I went to the Puffin Foundation tonight to hang out with the director of the non-profit organization, he was in jail for a long time for trying to kill a political official and won't ever vote in America yet he is the coolest person I know, that damn Commie. So we fucked around and I showed him how to make some gallery shit for his website. That's pretty much what my life is made up on a busy day. Meaninglessness (if that is a word) contradicting myself in ever turn I take. Pointlessness consumes me and I am left to randomness that I can only enjoy with one other person, who barely knows of my existence.
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[26 May 2005|11:06pm] |
I own this boy's soul, as well as various other parts of his body.
I am so the queen of hijacking accounts while making layouts.
♥
Meg.
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[23 May 2005|08:34pm] |
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I little bullshit for all of you to feed off of, enjoy it while it lasts.
It whips in constant, never stopping.
The whip ceases and the almost endless known sound continues.
Am I dreaming, will I awake to a reality or a series of events.
Time never stops, only reality.
Tick Tock.
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